blow your own bubble

2009-11-29T08:07:00.000-08:00

must i still hide him from everyone.. ppl might alrdy know that im attach.. well to be exact im still attach but not with mulhim. you see he is sweet , nice & understanding guy.. but something turn out to be different one day.. he stop messaging me , i did send him a few messages but he didn't reply, there's a few time he was online but same thing he didn't even bother to chat with me . i really want to chat with him but whatso ever came to me & say i should not..i don't know what happen to him & our relationship. yet still until now he didn't even message me.. considering now is like alrdy more than 3 months he hasn't contact with me. well.. soo i asume that we have silently broke up. & soo there's this guy new in my life , well not really new somehow my ex boyfriend. that was one day he message me all of a sudden... to tell the truth he also didn't contact with me once we broke up.. but we broke up because of a certain reason. he message me all of a sudden one day.. i was in shock but was also glad as i need someone to talk to at that moment. i told him what happen as i can't stop thinking about the problem. then he said wouldn't it be nice if that we were still together like before. he said he will do anything to get back with me as he said he still love me.. i told him.. sorry not now as im facing the problem of a sudden silent break up . he said okay... but he kept messageing me.. he made me smile & laught through his messages. then he start to ask me again for a patch .. & that's where i patch back with my ex.. to tell the truth i still love him when we first broke up. but then there.. i was with him on the 041009. i didn't tell anyone at that time i was with him. the others still thought i was with mulhim. some of them did find out .. but not all & they only find out after one week we patch up.. & now considering some of them still didn't know im with "Muhammad Nasrul Amiruddin". he is the new sun that lights up my life. :D

2009-11-22T10:04:00.000-08:00

*memories

hmm..sorry people.. seriously lazy to update...however for what I'm having a blog right??? well currently now its already 2.08 am. & yes I'm still not asleep.. because doing my student leader proposal for the secondary one camp for 2010.. hah.. wandering how will the newly selected secondary one would be.. & ya!! great news I'm promoted to secondary 4 next year.. woohoo..!! I can't believe I'll be taking 'N' level next year.. soo really gotta study hard.. i need to pass.. & go to sec 5 if i can... but the now busy with camp,training,& other own activities.. hmm.. my mom is like nagging at me every week.. not really everyday.. but in a week there will be one day that she will be nagging at me..reason I'm always busy with school activity and my own & not a time I'm at home. well.. what can i say I'm like working... only I'm not being paid that's all.. i go out early morning and either came home at night or late evening, now i guess you know why my parents always nag at me huh?? but seriously I'm entitled to be doing all that.. as I'm a part of the student leader executive committee..we recently had a few meeting.. and the thrid day of the meeting i didn't talk much .. I'm very tired. I even didn't talk much during my presentation to the whole members.. my friend Han LiLi who help me... My head is like about to explode.. but during the second day we were disscusin about the programme schedule I'm totally shooting every point of view what I meant was.. If the teachers disagree on the time or whatever shit of the programme I will give a lot of ideas,comment & etc. but I'm not being bossy or what just giving opinion. Nearly I'm the one who is giving alot of opinion & being the noisy one. But hey at least it was at a good cost.I was appointed as the station games I/Cs But LiLi was the overall game I/C. So I and Lili plan for the station games. seriously I'll tell you in camp Game I/Cs are the most terrible job in camp.. Soo troublesome. But I really don't complaint I was just saying.. And ya ..this december... I will be going for an YOG camp / Friendship Camp , I was nominated by my teacher and they accpeted me to participate in the camp ,I will be camping with other student from other country who is participating in the YOG next year. Yeahh it sound so fun huh? But the problem is.. we have to follow thier certain rules&regulation.. but that's okay its also because that it is for the easy purpose of the camp. We will be having it at the Singapore Sports School. WOW! I've always wanted to go there.. i wish i could study there. :DDD Can't wait. and now I'm running out of thing to say, all i know is that I have training in school this morning at 9.30 am. and now its already 2.40 am. hahahaa.. haven't sleep yet.. okay i'll stop here for now.

2009-11-06T04:29:00.000-08:00

Group Photo Of Eng Soon!! <333!!! My Certificate From OBS

Miss Ann Wee :DD

YOOO!!! I've just came back from Outward Bound Singapore ( OBS ) hmmm.. soo F-U-N!!! there were alot of schools.. from Yusoff Secondary School , Monfort Secondary School , Pasir Ris Secondary School , Bedok North Secondary School & a few other schools.. ,, However we we Bedok Town Secondary School combined with Monfort Secondary School... we were separated by two group... that is group 9&8 :D ( group 9 - Eng Soon , group 8 - Dhanabalan ) but both of us are called CHARLIE :DDDD ... we had so much fun.. we went kayaking expedition round ubin.. kayak through swamps area, open sea,, lots of fun!!! then went for a land expedition trekking down through forest, slept in the tent, make our own fire, cook our own food, pitch our own tent..& there was once we went to one of the quarry... & we as a group of 16 people .. we shouted together.. and guess what.. we can hear our echo..loud & clear! hhahaaa.. syiok!.. there was one of the day we went and learn how to belay people when doing the high elements. soo our friends life is in our hands! its so tiring but DAMN SYIOK! as one instructor told us.. before the starting of the course,, " Life Is Like A Box Of Chocolate, We Never Know Went We Get The Bitter Or Sweet One. Once You Tasted It You Will Know Which Is Which.. " & that quote make me realise that everything in life as well in the course.. is not always easy & fun, but some times its tiring & difficult. AND ! in life you will succeed when you never stop trying , however you will fail in life once you stop trying. there are more that i love to share but maybe next time. & the last day we bought obs souvenirs i bought their yellow dry-fit t-shirt & black colour polo t-shirt dry fit. ouhya forgot.. saw MISS ANN WEE there too!! she's our former science teacher in our school .. well.. i wanna say i had fun with the monfort student,, Azman,Din,Syafiq,Daniel,Javen,Justin,kester<333,lester,timothy,jeremy,junhao,'kj,kenny,joel>

Outward Bound Singapore @ Pulau Ubin

021109-061109 :D

Our Instructor :

Charls. :DDDD

2009-10-26T20:15:00.000-07:00

NOW! currently in computer lab for maths lesson.. hahaa.. but we can do what ever we want to. hahaa so now blogging & check out some vids @ YouTube. hahaa super bored even though when we are able to things that we want.. hmmm.. i think im miss him.. but whatever the shit is .. it got nothing to do with what I'm blogging . btw me & some other classmates planned to be absent this coming Thursday.. reason; wanted to watch "Micheal Jackson; This Is It". but amalini said we go after school lah.... so now i don't know which is one? anyway will be going with HIM, lynie&zirah ... i don't know if the others will be going.. but for sure ! amalini dearest BF will be around.. Tubaggus Mahzumilkaunain!!!! hmmm. but WTH its her BF what .. hahaaa!! don't care.. & yeah! tomorrow will be having duty with Joel,Lynie,Zirah,Helmi,Iqma,Adam,Naim& Nicholas for Endurance's Challenge for the lower sec.. on Wednesday will be the sec 1's while as for sec 2's will be on Thursday. tomorrow, after endurance's challenge will be going to Eurasian museum & after that will be going to the Singapore coins& notes museum :DD

hmm.. confirm tired.. OUHYA!! this Friday& Saturday i have Student Leaders Induction Camp, however on Saturday morning i have a trails for floorball national team.. :DD I ,amalini & amirah are nominated by our teachers .. & here comes the most rushing part.. right after the trailsi have to rush to eunos CC for a performance.. which i was supposed to be there at 8 a.m but i will be coming 11+ but not later than 11.40.. which my trials finish at 11.30!!! arghh! .. after that rest .. rest..rest! which finally came on monday till friday for OBS camp @ pulau ubin ... hmmm.. okay tired of typing.. update again.. next time

2009-10-26T06:02:00.000-07:00

hmm.. must be wandering why i put this right? .. well lets just say some of them know about the story.. hahhaa.. but its not the reason why i put this.. i put this just because i have nothing to put.. hahaa.. LOL! but did have fun with helmi for all this time.. have been hanging out with him... & others like joyce,eun kyung,hajar,shafiee,harraffah & some other friends.. :DDD
had soo much fun.. well will be updating more .. when i have something to say ... okayy ??

2009-10-25T07:35:00.000-07:00

SORRYYYY!!!! didnt post for sooo longgg... will update again when am okayy with someone.. who wouldn't let me use this FCUKING DAMN NETBOOK... btw... happy waiting... :DD byebye!!

2009-09-27T20:48:00.000-07:00

I didn't update for quite some time now.. hmm i guess im just to lazy or to busy to update. but last friday when to bedok reservoir with some friends. for practices.. ouhhya will be performing a malay dance @ Yishun CC on 31 October.. hahhaa.. helmi came late.. but he happen to catch the step fast haha.. haixx.. soo fun.. but the whole group was suspecting something about me & helmi. ( we are just friends) .. hmm.. maybe because the incident when it was break time.. helmi took my phone & tried to read my messages.. & thats where i wanted it back he kept holding my hands.. & but i tried very hard in the end we ended up rolling on the floor.. hahaa.. wallauwei he very rough man! & there's a few time when he sat outside then he called me out too.. so only both of us sat outsise .. & that's when some of them went out & saw us together.. BUT i&helmi are just friends :DD ,, after that when to eat with the others... then our instructor treat both of us helmi &me:DD he treat us to a MacDonald meal.. mega mac spicy!!! YUMMY!! hahahaaa... hahaa.. this is the funny part.. after we eat @ macdonalds .. our instructor treat us to a big chicken&mutton MUTABARK & two big bowls of mutton SOUP! ouhh man me&helmi cannot eat anymore right after the mega mac spicy!! woah!! we are totally full.. haixx.. but we only eat abit..

soo not to disappoint our instructor. :DD after that we all when home.. helmi parents pick him up.. so me & the rest of us took bus back home,, had so much fun... :D AND sooo the very nest day i 7 my family when to my uncle house to celebrate hari raya.. all my nephew,niece,cousin,aunt,uncle.. the far ones the near ones are all there..

sorry no pics.. forgot to bring my phone lerr... anyway.. when there ,, eat,laugh,chit-chat,watch "JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG CONNGKAK" its a malay scary-funny malay movie.. ok lah ... for that show i rated 4/5 stars.. right after watching the movies when back home.. 7 guess what when we got back home.. all the family members which was at my uncle house wanted to come to my house..!! woah! we my family was like.. running all over the house..

we haven't cook soo i help my mom to cook pasta while my dad was at the living room cleaning the house.soo they came after a while after we finish cooking.. it was already 9 p.m i sent my grandma home.. but i will be sleeping over her house. & the very next day. My second uncle have an open house. so me & my grandparents when to my second uncle house to help them cook.. i help my auntie cook SAMBAL GORENG,MEE GORENG,SAMBAL TUMIS SOTONG KERING, REBUS KETUPAT & AYAM MASAK MERAH! (its an malay dishes) hmm.. soo scrumptious delightful food.. help them from 10 a.m til 1o.pm that's 12HOURS! haixx.. helping them wash the dishes, served our guest drinks.. & top up the food. veryy tired.. but okay lar.. not soo bad. well.. this is monday,... & guess what i didn't go to school because i got a reason.. hahaa..but later around 1 p.m i'll be going to school got rehearsal for an deepa-raya concert this friday..!! woohoo..!! i'll try to ask my friend to record it.. & i will try to upload it. okayy dudes&babes out there? :DD okayy got to go and get ready :DD

2009-09-21T04:44:00.000-07:00

YO!! hahaa.. sorry i can't upload alot of pictures now. BECAUSE i just kown that all my cousins that is beside my dad all when back to malaysia to celebrate at malaysia.. haixx.. & soo yesterday i follow beside my mom side .. the reason i didn't take a lot of pictures BECAUSE beside my mom side is all boys... yesh! BOYS which is all already like ite,NSmen ..... haha.. i feel abit awkward leh if i take alot of pictures with them. somemore they are not that type who are into photo-taking or what-so-ever .. but wait maybe this saturday or sunday i will be going to thier house.. haha then there's the party begins.!! wohho.. but got one photo me & my mom, hahaa.. cool.. she rawks!! hahaa.. okayokay.. yesterday collected $84 & today $18 together in 2 days i collected $102 haha.. its not much as last time.. as in one day i got more then $ 100.. hee~ i think because i got older already.. haixx.. lucky for the primary school student.. okayokay... can't wait to go out with my beloved friends! woohoo!! can't wait. confirm gonna be fun! kaykay.. upload more pictures this weekend. :D

ouhhya! sorry i dont know why some pictures big & some small.. hee~

2009-09-19T07:23:00.000-07:00

Yeahh'! considering i finish editing my blog i think.. & guess what today was SO busy CLEANING UP ! the whole house .. BECAUSE' TOMORROW is " Hari Raya "! woohoo!! yeah i can seek forgiveness towards my beloved parents & other families members & also all my friends that i treasure :DD today the whole family wipe the windows,gates,doors,tables,cabinet&chairs.. mop the floors, cook , filled our tables with different types of kueh ( pastries,cookies&cakes). hm mm... YUMMY!~!! & alot more.. while blogging this i also receive some greeting messages from my friends seeking forgiveness and everything. well i forgive them as today is an auspicious day,, well can't wait for tomorrow. But the best part is WE GET GREEN PACKETS !!! wohoo..!!!!! hahaa.. well confirm i will cry tomorrow when seeking forgiveness .. hee~ okayokay.. i will be taking alot of photos tomorow.. soo i will upload them i promise . okay byee !

& Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri Kepada Semua Teman-Teman Dan Kepada Semua Umat Islam ,Dan Maafkan Aku Jikalau Aku Ada Tersilap Kata Ataupun Buat Salah , Harap Di Ampun :D

SELAMAT HARI RAYA :D

2009-09-14T05:34:00.000-07:00

SORRY !! i have not finished editing :DD

2009-09-10T07:48:00.000-07:00

ola!

woah!!.. im soo.. not really into talking about this but i have to, seriously you are the most iritating man ever!!goshh!!! i hate you so much i feel like killing you.. but let me tell you not only me who says you are iritating the others also said that.. jeez,, for your info,, i might not be what you think im am.. & im not what you dream off .. soo better realize your-self before i make you realize it.! for now onwards no more little nice girl.. im gonna make sure you'll regret .. & what do you think i am. everytime you see me you tap my head like im your sister.?? well FYI im not.. we were never related to stop treating me like one.!

2009-09-01T21:08:00.000-07:00

heyheyheyheyheyheyheye~

haha..sorrysorry.. did not update so long ,, lazy lah.. btw now currently in computer lab blogging about this.

& now is mother tongue period .. so my teacher told us to surf this particular website for any article that we had to summarise & send to his e-mail.. but that can do later at home hahaa... :DDD bad girl huh am i??

some more meet the other crews at "M.S",, SO long already didn't met you guys .. okayy anyway helmi ask me do i want to join them to a dance camp.. he said if I'll go,, we all have a partner

; me & iskandar , amalini & tobaggus , sakinah & helmi..

SO i said see first ..& ya my left arm hurts ,i just got injection from the doctor yesterday morning.. due of this injection ; IDontKnow .. all i know is that I'm going to OBS camp @pulau ubin.. :DD that's why i had to go for a check-up.. but i don't really think that the injection was necessary.. ahh.. wth its over anyways.. but what made me giggle sometimes is because of amalini ..she is also going but she is scared to go for check-up as she is scared that the doctors would inject her..

hahaa!! she is "TOTALLY SCARED OF NEEDLES"

okayy lh ..i don't know what to say anymore .. btw will be going to have my break fast with my friends this Friday ..hahaa can't wait to meet them.. :DD excitement

2009-08-15T07:46:00.000-07:00

SAPPZXX! didn't post for a few days due to laziness,,okayy try to recall.. from monday till todayy,everyday after school hours or school activities ,when to MS rooftop (multi-story carpark) to pratice our dance routine..there's a few times where NAZ BEAR was there ..hmm..i'm a bit confuse, his like all of a sudden was close to me..he will cntact me when he got prepaid & will join us whenever we had our practise. this soo weird because we weren't this close before. okayy soo what the hell anyone can be that totally friendly right?? soo he join us..everyday(well not everyday what i mean is) then yesterday he msg me asking me do i want to join him& his friends to karaoke,,but to bad i cant :( hmm..next time okayy dude?? hahaa.. seriously when he msg me he sound so cute..ouhhya that's just a compliment okayy ,don't take it as something else :DD & so today had another meet-up with my crew again:DD well exactly today we didn't practise we soo called like slacking ,,hahaa heyy! its not because we're lazy okayy its because it was raining soo.. we sat at the sheltered area and play games !! hahaa !! its was superrr fun~ny ,, we played " this is a game of concentration" funny seyy!! but then when they were about to take their dinner around 7.20+ i went home because my dad told me that i have to came home before 8 to have my dinner together with them,,sweet right my parents ?? :DDD hee~ okok.. i'll try to cut the laziness out of me &try to update everyday okayy?? dudes&babes out there?? :DDD okayy2 that's all byee!!

2009-08-08T22:19:00.000-07:00

On friday ; 070909 ,we eventually had National Day Celebration in school..soo all of us had to wore red colour t-shirt to school. we had a recollection thingy after flag-raising & then we have a concert perform by our beloved teachers! :DDD hahaa so cute sey them all they dance chacha ,disco & hip-hop ! woah they are superb.. & ya sorry guys cant gt any pics :( no phone :( but its still fun. then after that i need to help mr khairul with something altogether with helmi,iqma,feelah& tengsim help mr khairul to rearrange the drinks &help abit with the both thingy that the lower sec is having during recess time that is the I&E DAY which im not quiite sure what it stands for ,, but all i know is that the sec 1 will be selling foods while the sec 2 will be doing the games,,but i also have another duty i have to take all the photos of that event.. haha when o search for mr yap then he pass me his camera Nikon D90 OMG im like soo in love the camera !! & soo i heard there's the new Nikon 5000 ouhh i soo want that camera .. please mom&dad buy me that camera for my birthday.. ouhh please!! my birthday is also coming soon ouhh please!!then after school met lili ,eidrian,derek,freddie,hannah,micheal,tengsim & ashok at bedok inter to catch the movie 'UP' at bugis new shopping mall ; the one beside bugis street.. & guess what the escalator was like woah.. the escalator was like 3 story high &long ,, den after that when to meet fazly & haikal then when to meet lynie ,sakinah ,helmi,zackri,iskandar & suraya at multi-story carpark near my house ,,btw !!

HAPPY 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!!

yes on friday was our anniversary :DDD

well soo thats was about whats on friday now its about on saturday

haha...we when somewhere to practice our dance routine for teachers day.. & we plan to create our own dance crew .. haha we even met voguelicious & we so called like ask them to help us ,, they were like superb!! den we too a few photos with them & ask one of their number .. ouhh i love IZZY!! both of us were like eventually twins we wore the same colour shirt & some other things....hahaa they we like totally awsome!! ..okok.. i'll try to get the photos ..

thats all byee!! & i love you baby! muackx!!

2009-08-04T23:01:00.000-07:00

hello!! guess what?? my phone was stolen yesterday during floorball training,, ARGH!! **ck that person lah who took my **cking phone! okok.. yet still now that my sim card was thrown away already .. i have nothing to say except to only curse the person who took my phone ! but i also sad as my teacher in-charge ( ms ***) said that she will investigate for me about my phone. & if she cant find my lost phone then she will bought a new one for me.. haixx.. pity ms ong ,,my friends all said 'waa!! good sia you got a new phone somemore a teacher bought for me.'but to me i pity her.. however it is the most important stuff is that i haven't told my parent my lost phone ,,its like im totally scared sia... but strill i need to tell them.. okok.. i'll stop right here.. i totally have nooo mood to talk about my lost **cking phone !!!! okok.. byebyee btw now im in the prefect room blogging about this :(

P.S : to the person who took my phone! please give me baqck my phone!!

2009-08-01T22:51:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY went to watch NDP preview with reeya nora & sharul...gerek sia.. but however we were late.. bcox of reeya or nora.. i dont know which one,, they accused each one another..haixx.. whatever it is we were late by only a few mins.. hahaa.. you all must be wandering how we got the ticket right?? well nora entered a contest on the malay newspaper & there's where she got the ticket.. the fireworks were totally AWSOME! that's the best part of NDP ,,well we sing &dance along..with everyone.. hahaa we were supposed to be in the blue section but however the section was full.. soo we were seated at the yellow section.. we got the last 6 row of the seatting arrangment. & guess what ..reeya said that freddie was part of the performers,,well not really a performer , he was one of the cadets in ncc while the marching thingy. & nora finally found a new word which is "panji-panji' hahaa.. she kept on saying the word .. haha it sound funny but sometimes irritating.. & ya.. i could not get all the pictures & videos as my phone battery is flat.. but i did manage to captured a few pictures hahaa.. soo enjoy the vids&pics yaww!!:DDD

2009-07-27T07:57:00.000-07:00

hey ,, sorry today lazy to post..however.. today got floorball training;super tired & my whole body is like totally aching!! but had fun though :DDDD & ya i might not be updating for a few days..but for sure on weekends i'll be updating alot more,byee :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-07-26T05:35:00.000-07:00

lynie <33

me&sakinah

me,lynie&sakinah

me,my shoe,lynie&sakinah

me &sakinah

lynie<33>

sakinah,lynie&me

hello :D

yoo!

picture perfect :D

yesterday went out with sakinah&amalini :DD,,follow sakinah to youth scape park to watch her friend group dance.. ;there was a dance competition there &it was Super Duper Awsome!! anyway we went there and watch they dance .. what totally suprised me is that one of the dancecrew was eventually my primary school friend but i did not approached him...hahaa..GEREK LAH TENGOK DORANG JOGET MACAM NAK JOIN JE. ouhyah,,VOGUELICIOUS was also there!!they were like SUPER HOT-HOT-SPICY! however, we were there only for a while, then me ,sakinah&amalini went off to other places,but sakinah did captured a shot or two with fee :D ,,compliment for fee ; fee it was like the first time i met you.. eventhough we did not talk.. i think you like preety&cool :DD,, soo we went to esplanade & snap a few pictures there we also watch the fireworks there nice or what??..but i don't have all the pictures with me ,i do have the videos of the fireworks,yet i have all the pictures that we

2009-07-24T22:02:00.000-07:00

today abit "sot-sot" with my mom; (reason: she went to orchard today

w/o me, as i told her yesterday night i wanna follow ._.") currently now doing nothing ,no one to acccompany me except my ONE&ONLY LAPPY here,,, however plan to go out with friends today but not quite sure where to go..??hmm.. ouhhya.. yesterday went to mac with feelah,lili,sakinah&nazzerah.. eat our lunch then chit-chatting away & play truth Or dare..hahaa.. funny sia.. then arnd 3+ nazzerah need to go home. so only left me ,feela,lili&sakinah..we ask stupid question..like "if ur pregnant would you tell your parents and get an abortion??" while playing truth or dare.. met sharul & hazim.. they were there for awhile only aftr that they left.. then arnd 4.15 saw amalini,anis,zirah,khaireyah&nora.. not quite sure if aisha begum was there... they just came back fm school..they bought their lunch

&munch away all those scrumptious food, & arnd 4.30 i went home with lili&feelah,, while sakinah waited for amalini (both of them lived at the same block) .

2009-07-24T05:53:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

what's saappp!! ; my first update.. :DDD

for now,only few words to be spoken

will be updating much more soon!