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♥Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 8:07 AM

must i still hide him from everyone.. ppl might alrdy know that im attach.. well to be exact im still attach but not with mulhim. you see he is sweet , nice & understanding guy.. but something turn out to be different one day.. he stop messaging me , i did send him a few messages but he didn't reply, there's a few time he was online but same thing he didn't even bother to chat with me . i really want to chat with him but whatso ever came to me & say i should not..i don't know what happen to him & our relationship. yet still until now he didn't even message me.. considering now is like alrdy more than 3 months he hasn't contact with me. well.. soo i asume that we have silently broke up. & soo there's this guy new in my life , well not really new somehow my ex boyfriend. that was one day he message me all of a sudden... to tell the truth he also didn't contact with me once we broke up.. but we broke up because of a certain reason. he message me all of a sudden one day.. i was in shock but was also glad as i need someone to talk to at that moment. i told him what happen as i can't stop thinking about the problem. then he said wouldn't it be nice if that we were still together like before. he said he will do anything to get back with me as he said he still love me.. i told him.. sorry not now as im facing the problem of a sudden silent break up . he said okay... but he kept messageing me.. he made me smile & laught through his messages. then he start to ask me again for a patch .. & that's where i patch back with my ex.. to tell the truth i still love him when we first broke up. but then there.. i was with him on the 041009. i didn't tell anyone at that time i was with him. the others still thought i was with mulhim. some of them did find out .. but not all & they only find out after one week we patch up.. & now considering some of them still didn't know im with "Muhammad Nasrul Amiruddin". he is the new sun that lights up my life. :D

Labels: my new life with a new guy

♥Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 10:04 AM

*memories

hmm..sorry people.. seriously lazy to update...however for what I'm having a blog right??? well currently now its already 2.08 am. & yes I'm still not asleep.. because doing my student leader proposal for the secondary one camp for 2010.. hah.. wandering how will the newly selected secondary one would be.. & ya!! great news I'm promoted to secondary 4 next year.. woohoo..!! I can't believe I'll be taking 'N' level next year.. soo really gotta study hard.. i need to pass.. & go to sec 5 if i can... but the now busy with camp,training,& other own activities.. hmm.. my mom is like nagging at me every week.. not really everyday.. but in a week there will be one day that she will be nagging at me..reason I'm always busy with school activity and my own & not a time I'm at home. well.. what can i say I'm like working... only I'm not being paid that's all.. i go out early morning and either came home at night or late evening, now i guess you know why my parents always nag at me huh?? but seriously I'm entitled to be doing all that.. as I'm a part of the student leader executive committee..we recently had a few meeting.. and the thrid day of the meeting i didn't talk much .. I'm very tired. I even didn't talk much during my presentation to the whole members.. my friend Han LiLi who help me... My head is like about to explode.. but during the second day we were disscusin about the programme schedule I'm totally shooting every point of view what I meant was.. If the teachers disagree on the time or whatever shit of the programme I will give a lot of ideas,comment & etc. but I'm not being bossy or what just giving opinion. Nearly I'm the one who is giving alot of opinion & being the noisy one. But hey at least it was at a good cost.I was appointed as the station games I/Cs But LiLi was the overall game I/C. So I and Lili plan for the station games. seriously I'll tell you in camp Game I/Cs are the most terrible job in camp.. Soo troublesome. But I really don't complaint I was just saying.. And ya ..this december... I will be going for an YOG camp / Friendship Camp , I was nominated by my teacher and they accpeted me to participate in the camp ,I will be camping with other student from other country who is participating in the YOG next year. Yeahh it sound so fun huh? But the problem is.. we have to follow thier certain rules&regulation.. but that's okay its also because that it is for the easy purpose of the camp. We will be having it at the Singapore Sports School. WOW! I've always wanted to go there.. i wish i could study there. :DDD Can't wait. and now I'm running out of thing to say, all i know is that I have training in school this morning at 9.30 am. and now its already 2.40 am. hahahaa.. haven't sleep yet.. okay i'll stop here for now.

Labels: sleepless morning

♥Friday, November 6, 2009 @ 4:29 AM

Group Photo Of Eng Soon!! <333!!!

My Certificate From OBS

Miss Ann Wee :DD

YOOO!!! I've just came back from Outward Bound Singapore ( OBS ) hmmm.. soo F-U-N!!! there were alot of schools.. from Yusoff Secondary School , Monfort Secondary School , Pasir Ris Secondary School , Bedok North Secondary School & a few other schools.. ,, However we we Bedok Town Secondary School combined with Monfort Secondary School... we were separated by two group... that is group 9&8 :D ( group 9 - Eng Soon , group 8 - Dhanabalan ) but both of us are called CHARLIE :DDDD ... we had so much fun.. we went kayaking expedition round ubin.. kayak through swamps area, open sea,, lots of fun!!! then went for a land expedition trekking down through forest, slept in the tent, make our own fire, cook our own food, pitch our own tent..& there was once we went to one of the quarry... & we as a group of 16 people .. we shouted together.. and guess what.. we can hear our echo..loud & clear! hhahaaa.. syiok!.. there was one of the day we went and learn how to belay people when doing the high elements. soo our friends life is in our hands! its so tiring but DAMN SYIOK! as one instructor told us.. before the starting of the course,, " Life Is Like A Box Of Chocolate, We Never Know Went We Get The Bitter Or Sweet One. Once You Tasted It You Will Know Which Is Which.. " & that quote make me realise that everything in life as well in the course.. is not always easy & fun, but some times its tiring & difficult. AND ! in life you will succeed when you never stop trying , however you will fail in life once you stop trying. there are more that i love to share but maybe next time. & the last day we bought obs souvenirs i bought their yellow dry-fit t-shirt & black colour polo t-shirt dry fit. ouhya forgot.. saw MISS ANN WEE there too!! she's our former science teacher in our school .. well.. i wanna say i had fun with the monfort student,, Azman,Din,Syafiq,Daniel,Javen,Justin,kester<333,lester,timothy,jeremy,junhao,'kj,kenny,joel>

Outward Bound Singapore @ Pulau Ubin

021109-061109 :D

Our Instructor :

Charls. :DDDD

Labels: Along With Monfort Secondary, Outward Bound Singapore Rocks To The Max

♥Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 8:15 PM

NOW! currently in computer lab for maths lesson.. hahaa.. but we can do what ever we want to. hahaa so now blogging & check out some vids @ YouTube. hahaa super bored even though when we are able to things that we want.. hmmm.. i think im miss him.. but whatever the shit is .. it got nothing to do with what I'm blogging . btw me & some other classmates planned to be absent this coming Thursday.. reason; wanted to watch "Micheal Jackson; This Is It". but amalini said we go after school lah.... so now i don't know which is one? anyway will be going with HIM, lynie&zirah ... i don't know if the others will be going.. but for sure ! amalini dearest BF will be around.. Tubaggus Mahzumilkaunain!!!! hmmm. but WTH its her BF what .. hahaaa!! don't care.. & yeah! tomorrow will be having duty with Joel,Lynie,Zirah,Helmi,Iqma,Adam,Naim& Nicholas for Endurance's Challenge for the lower sec.. on Wednesday will be the sec 1's while as for sec 2's will be on Thursday. tomorrow, after endurance's challenge will be going to Eurasian museum & after that will be going to the Singapore coins& notes museum :DD

hmm.. confirm tired.. OUHYA!! this Friday& Saturday i have Student Leaders Induction Camp, however on Saturday morning i have a trails for floorball national team.. :DD I ,amalini & amirah are nominated by our teachers .. & here comes the most rushing part.. right after the trailsi have to rush to eunos CC for a performance.. which i was supposed to be there at 8 a.m but i will be coming 11+ but not later than 11.40.. which my trials finish at 11.30!!! arghh! .. after that rest .. rest..rest! which finally came on monday till friday for OBS camp @ pulau ubin ... hmmm.. okay tired of typing.. update again.. next time

Labels: long and rushing way

♥ @ 6:02 AM

hmm.. must be wandering why i put this right? .. well lets just say some of them know about the story.. hahhaa.. but its not the reason why i put this.. i put this just because i have nothing to put.. hahaa.. LOL! but did have fun with helmi for all this time.. have been hanging out with him... & others like joyce,eun kyung,hajar,shafiee,harraffah & some other friends.. :DDD
had soo much fun.. well will be updating more .. when i have something to say ... okayy ??

Labels: NASRUL? HAAHHAA

♥Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 7:35 AM

SORRYYYY!!!! didnt post for sooo longgg... will update again when am okayy with someone.. who wouldn't let me use this FCUKING DAMN NETBOOK... btw... happy waiting... :DD byebye!!

Labels: stupid netbook

♥Sunday, September 27, 2009 @ 8:48 PM

I didn't update for quite some time now.. hmm i guess im just to lazy or to busy to update. but last friday when to bedok reservoir with some friends. for practices.. ouhhya will be performing a malay dance @ Yishun CC on 31 October.. hahhaa.. helmi came late.. but he happen to catch the step fast haha.. haixx.. soo fun.. but the whole group was suspecting something about me & helmi. ( we are just friends) .. hmm.. maybe because the incident when it was break time.. helmi took my phone & tried to read my messages.. & thats where i wanted it back he kept holding my hands.. & but i tried very hard in the end we ended up rolling on the floor.. hahaa.. wallauwei he very rough man! & there's a few time when he sat outside then he called me out too.. so only both of us sat outsise .. & that's when some of them went out & saw us together.. BUT i&helmi are just friends :DD ,, after that when to eat with the others... then our instructor treat both of us helmi &me:DD he treat us to a MacDonald meal.. mega mac spicy!!! YUMMY!! hahahaaa... hahaa.. this is the funny part.. after we eat @ macdonalds .. our instructor treat us to a big chicken&mutton MUTABARK & two big bowls of mutton SOUP! ouhh man me&helmi cannot eat anymore right after the mega mac spicy!! woah!! we are totally full.. haixx.. but we only eat abit..

soo not to disappoint our instructor. :DD after that we all when home.. helmi parents pick him up.. so me & the rest of us took bus back home,, had so much fun... :D AND sooo the very nest day i 7 my family when to my uncle house to celebrate hari raya.. all my nephew,niece,cousin,aunt,uncle.. the far ones the near ones are all there..

sorry no pics.. forgot to bring my phone lerr... anyway.. when there ,, eat,laugh,chit-chat,watch "JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG CONNGKAK" its a malay scary-funny malay movie.. ok lah ... for that show i rated 4/5 stars.. right after watching the movies when back home.. 7 guess what when we got back home.. all the family members which was at my uncle house wanted to come to my house..!! woah! we my family was like.. running all over the house..

we haven't cook soo i help my mom to cook pasta while my dad was at the living room cleaning the house.soo they came after a while after we finish cooking.. it was already 9 p.m i sent my grandma home.. but i will be sleeping over her house. & the very next day. My second uncle have an open house. so me & my grandparents when to my second uncle house to help them cook.. i help my auntie cook SAMBAL GORENG,MEE GORENG,SAMBAL TUMIS SOTONG KERING, REBUS KETUPAT & AYAM MASAK MERAH! (its an malay dishes) hmm.. soo scrumptious delightful food.. help them from 10 a.m til 1o.pm that's 12HOURS! haixx.. helping them wash the dishes, served our guest drinks.. & top up the food. veryy tired.. but okay lar.. not soo bad. well.. this is monday,... & guess what i didn't go to school because i got a reason.. hahaa..but later around 1 p.m i'll be going to school got rehearsal for an deepa-raya concert this friday..!! woohoo..!! i'll try to ask my friend to record it.. & i will try to upload it. okayy dudes&babes out there? :DD okayy got to go and get ready :DD

Labels: busy weekend